| i learned a few life long lessons within the past few months.
1) don't ever get yourself stuck in between 2 people's relationship. especially if both of them are your friends. even if one of them is going downhill in life due to the relationship and is seeking advice from u, DON'T give any advices. just sit and listen.
2) don't be too nice because some people mistake it for alternative motives.
3) only person I can depend on is God
4) even your closest friend can dispose of you within one second if you've mistakenly done something wrong to them.
who said the friends you make in college will be your life-long friends? load of bs.
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| i need to finish my case study. i'm tired. i opened this japanese snack my mom bought for me and it turned out to be hecka spicy. i was not expecting it. my life is loaded with crap. ughk. i miss hanging out with people. i miss NOT going to the library. i miss...i miss...i miss...
bye.
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| i started my 30 hour fasting for 30 hour famine at 12am. oh boy..i hope i last till sunday 6am. then again...this is nothing compared to those children in the 3rd world going to bed hungry every nite. i find it interesting how people in the US just sees it as head knowledge but doesn't do anything about it. making ridiculous excuses like "it's too far away...im' not gonna make a big differnce anyways...it's their society's problem...i can't do anything about." I mean...it's b/c of these type of people that is stalling the changes...EVERYONE can make a change...even just a lil...*sigh*...i guess i just have passion for helping people in the 3rd world that are dying...
I find it also sad how people are so self centered nowadays....the generation "me"...everything's about me, what i want, what i don't want, whta's good for me...some of my friends would be sad that they don't get the latest iphone or ipod. and save up their money to get all those latest gadgets...when 6 months later, something new comes out. while they're depressed over not getting the new latest model 26,000 kids die in the 3rd world...EVERYDAY...that's 1 child every 7 seconds under the age of 5. I learned this from World Vision. And this doesn't even impact people...it's the new mac or iphone that makes them depressed...lol...the way our society runs amazes me. What do u do when your friend thinks this way? now u realize the way your friend views the world. would u try to change their view or give up on them? then again..most of u who read my xanga PROBABLYY would fall somewhere in my description. well, i'm just assuming so don't hate. prove that my assumption is wrong =]
if only a child's life is worth more than partying and the new iphone. i guess it isn't in the eyes of those who can make a difference...
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| I have to write a 5 page rough draft on Othello by tomorrow and I am so screwed. I donno how to start my paper, therefore, i'm writing in my xanga. I haven't updated this thing in so long although i really wanna start using it again, for diary/journal purposes. So now that all my friends are done with school, it feels weird. I wish i can stay in school forever but it's such a waste of money. I still can't believe my peers are done. I can't believe I 'graduated' although i still have one more quarter. time flies by soooo quickly by the time ur a senior in college...and i thought senior yr in high school went by fast...last quarter went by so fast it seemed like i didn't learn much in my classes, but in fact, i learned alot. I feel like there wasn't an end to spring quarter...like there were no official goodbyes are farewells. it feels weird. It's pretty sad...everyone was too busy studying and prepping for graduation and no one had time to just hang out one last time before leaving. _._ *sigh*...then again, it doesn't feel like there was an official goodbye/end since alot of my friends are stilling staying for various reasons.
I'm taking summer session I right now and it is not good. stupid english -_-. first time taking an english class since high school!!! dahh...horrible...but it's ok i got to meet new people, new challenges. meh...so far life's been very mundane and not much has happened after graduation.
Oh, I was looking at my hs sophomore yr book and WOW...i lost in touch with alot of people! and then i added alot of them on facebook, it was nice =]
I was looking through my xanga entires back in hs. omg, i feel like i was reading someone else's xanga...i was so immature and stupid...and...disrespectful and...funny, lol. i can't believe i acted that way. wow...i was so weird...i woulda HATED myself. I'm glad i changed and matured alot. I wish some people would too, then they would be able to see the world in a whole new perspective and the world is fascinating.
I trying to think of things to write about so maybe it would help me think of a good intro sentence for my paper. I added douglas and claudia on facebook and, wow...they never changed! after 8 yrs. they look the same. i truly miss those kiddos =]
I saw boa last week at sf gay pride AND SHE IS SO HOT. omg...she performed 3 songs...and...wow...i...was...speechless...her performances make her 1002304293x hotter. i lovie her so much =] i think i'm still really obsessed with her. i wonder when i will get tired of her. NEVER. oh yea...it was my first time seeing so many gay people at the same. it. was. CRAZY. it was...cooll...an interesting experience...but too much for me.
i wonder if anyone still reads my xanga. i tend to private alot of my entries nowadays...but then again...nowadays, they're just more personal and not so much about stupid stuff. but this entry is ok so i'll just let u guys envy me of my experience in seeing boa and lots of gay people =]
i miss alot of friends. i wish some of them never changed. *sigh*. this is such a random entry filled with random comments. paper time. peace.
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| rest in peace the MJ i will truly miss u =(
rest in peace farrah. =(
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